Addicted to pain

I believed it was a good way but you froze it.

Time didn't help

You were the only thing, I couldn't escape

It hurt as hell

And I put the another cheek to continue

It was a perfect torture, a beautiful torture

If I was falling, my legs were iron

Dreams were becoming nightmares

I saw only black and white

My ignorance allowed it

One two and three

Pain is serenity

Four five and six

The easier way for you

Do you love me? Do you hold me?

I'm harmed, I'm blocked, I'm infected.

Find out how deep was the wound

Control was yours, I just walked

Inertia and fascination

I wanted more, I prayed more

You looked at me and you were laughing for pity

Pain taste like honey

I was taking delight

Your palm always hid my eyes on a sweet way

But I didn't know when you were doing it, you were joking

One two and three

Pain is serenity

Four five and six

The easier way for you

Do you love me? Do you hold me?

I'm harmed, I'm blocked, I'm infected, addicted.

Find out how deep was the wound

I can’t be stronger cause you’re always here

I can’t be quiet cause you look at me

I can’t be myself cause you still exist.

Angelique.